Friday, April 30, 2010

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To do list

My exam in 3 days so my nerd mode is not around and i'm not feeling so good about it. I dont freak out as usual but the worries is still there. a bit of heartless like uhh i dont care anymore... put on the effort as much as i can. i don't do extra loads anymore as i think i have so much to do and other things to take care...plannings after exam have already been set up. i have to bring up Velkom Sdn Bhd alive. opening sdn bhd is pretty much harder. byk kerja. siapa cakap goyang kaki je? put up the effort is not the same is opening an enterprise company. Audit / accounts we have to sort it out.......projects in Malaysia does not really care about enterprise, thus, opening Sdn Bhd will help alot. all depend on trusts...


as for now. i am worried. i am worried that i am NOT NERVOUS as i used to be when exams are coming. is it a good sign? if it is, Alhamdulillah. think positive je lah. tak larat nak nervous terok2 lagi lepas tu tak perform sbb lupe semua benda.

ok.have to babysit emran. toodles.

I got to have Kak Ri's cuppies as my bekal for exam
cuz my exam will start from 6pm - 9pm daily.
ye. time korang semua tgh nyenyak tdo, tgk adamaya, ngadap jam,.. saya ada exam.
harap2 ok lah semua.
i got a message from someone who took care of me last ramadhan.
i am motivated by her message. she said I am going through the "finish line"..
yeah fikir2 balik, its true...
after all the hard work doing my dissertation (only ppl who is together with me at that moment could tell me I am superdarn crazy nak siapkan benda tu), suffering and challenging loads...that was last year....
and now my exam....

Thank you for your doa. Nobody motivates me like she did.
Allah tenangkan sedikit hati hambanya ini.
Syukur. walaupun sedikit. it means alot.


3 comments:

ain said...

do your darn-est best k. kacau gak timing tu - maghrib. It's ok do your best, do your best..do it for YOURSELF.

JustWrite said...

Thanks Ain..

motivate-ometer is going up by 1. :)

fifi said...

Always praying for the very best for you, Shat. You deserve it. Show all these people what you are made of. Hugs +++