Back to school

Got my time table ..

and Shoots, my exam mostly starts in the evening til night..

maybe they wanted to have a live conference...

fuhh..

kene jamak la solat...

So i started to become a nerd in a bit

without failing now!

so much more info to sumbat in my brains..

yet i have to be strong to do it..

i mean, EXTRA strong.....

i had some sort of mmm blended feelings about my dream at 5-ish as i got my sleep mode only for 2 hours..

mimpi nenek.

nenek dgn baju kebaya dan kain batik..

like she used to wear..

muka cengkung.. tak bercakap..

doing some household chores

i asked mom ( in my dream)..." mm is nenek alright?nenek looks sick, hope nenek can make it through my wedding"...

*sigh* i must've been missed her and her chores at the kitchen...

mimpi about going back to thelandofQ.Elizabeth

this time with my bestfriend for a week...going to have a day in Lake District..

*sigh* my bestfriend once told me she wanted to go there and visit me one day...

and Lake district is the place where I should go with mommy and daddy when they arrived UK..(sadly tak sempat)

nampaknya ada benda lain yang lebih penting dpd tu...

I think I never let go the memories which brings "HOPE" alive

makin nak exam, makin kepala tak betul.

How?