why on earth?

got my hiv test done today,

i watched grey's anatomy then in the late evening..

i'm hooked on medical stuffs..

suddenly i watched the episode which shows the part where the wife is brain dead

hospital scene and drama..

to come in to it, i remembered as if i was in that scene..

playing that role being a doctor that will take off the patient's respirator, to sort of "unplugged" the patient.. the husband hopes for miracle as if the wife can breath on her own,

you know what? at that point i have the same exact feelings 7 months ago.

it's not funny.

oh god,why on earth i watched it on the first place?

it's the last episode by the way.

kan dah.