I Just Write

8 months milestones

2011-11-04T12:19:00.003+08:00

32 weeks

Another errrrrr 5 weeks ++ to go.

Leg cramps

Swollen fingers

Been eating a lot

Have not taken any supplement for months now

Sleeping irregularly

Also dreaming weird stuff

Emotionally stress at times

gaining back myself through positive readings

Tired all the time

Could not move that much

Feeling fat. Fullstop.

Support & keep reading tips for breastfeeding.

Buying stuffs in moderate.

Always pray that Allah granted rezki for the child.

Saving mode.

only Him, I praised.

2011-11-03T20:07:00.006+08:00

Hati yang sunyi.

Bila Manusia tak boleh mengisi.

Nampaknya Allah je mampu.

Rezeki itu rahsia Dia.

Kita merancang. But remember Allah juga merancang.

Sabar.

Tahap mana kemampuan ku?

Derita.

Allah menguji bermacam2 benda.

Sedih, susah, perit.

Tak menguji bermakna kita bukan hamba-Nya yang beriman

Nobody knows.

Nobody cares.

Only Allah.

November Rains

2011-11-03T15:20:00.002+08:00

Ranting moments.

2.30petang.Hujan.Tiba tiba lepas solat dzuhur rasa sunyi dalam hati.

Duduk diam berteleku bersandar di tepi katil. Tanda sudah tidak larat mahu bangun lalu dilunjurkan kaki sebentar.

Angan tiba - tiba teringat nenek. Ye Arwah nenek.

Apa khabar lah dia di sana.

Time hujan2 macam ni teringat pulak dia rajin menguli kuih, membuat donat. Macam mana boleh teringat tah. saiznya kecil molek, dia adun dengan gula lepas goreng dengan agak gelap warnanya. tapi sedap.

Rindu lah kat nenek. Sekolah rendah dulu nenek rajin buatkan sandwic dan nasi goreng. pedas. sampai ke sekolah je mesti pergi ke tandas. tapi lama lama tu dah biasa.

apa yang dia sediakan. semua dirembat bawak masuk dalam bekal. walaupun sikit. jadilah. daripada makan kat kantin yang RM1 dapat nasi lemak keras terbiar atas pinggan.

Mmm.. nenek apa khabar ye?

Nenek la yang buat aku rajin ke dapur masa di rumah lama dulu. masa tu belum renovate lagi rumah. sayu sebab tu aku tolong2 dia memandangkan aku ni jenis kesian nak tengok dia buat sorang sorang.

Satu lagi.. masak pindang ikan kembung. orang lain selalu khabar masak singgang. bayam. kadang2 tempe goreng pun sedap dia buat. padahal goreng rempah aja.

masakan orang susah dulu. mana ada spagetti jalapeno cheeseburger bagai.

masa aku mula2 dah ada lesen kereta, dia selalu nak suruh aku bawak dia pergi pasaraya tmn tun. beli barang2 dia. kadang2 asam. bila dia merajuk, dia selalu pesan kat makcik aku mintak belikan apa2 yang dia mahukan. kadang2 aku faham, dia pun nak berjalan.

Dia suka tengok cerita tv1. gerak khas la. sembilu la. pastu dia boleh cerita balik kat aku. aku tanya je dia. dia mesti hafal.

Time ramadhan lagi seronok. dia amalkan tukar2 juadah dengan neighbour hujung rumah lama aku. kadang2 onde2 la. karipap la. sagu. kasuwi. ada je dalam kepala dia. mahupun buku resipi yang dia tulis dalam exercise book kekuning-kuningan dia tu. kekadang tu aku kena teman dia pegi kedai. beli barang2 jalan kaki. bawak payung.

Dia pun rajin ikut mak aku g ngaji. nak jumpa orang kan? baru lah tak bosan. aku kadang2 mengendeng kat dia. once a while dia main congkak. kadang2 sorang. kadang2 aku kacau la dia main. bukan dengan gula. dengan siput wa cakap lu. shiny2 lagi siput tu. haih. memori betul.

aku type ni pun ikut tangan aku je. cepat je type.

tah tiba tiba rindu nenek.

aku tau dia jaga aku..time takde orang nak layan aku, dia ada....

aku sebak tak tau kenapa..

nanti aku ada anak mampu ke aku buat semua tu ?

Dah ada cucu nanti ada dia nak ingat ke jasa aku?

nenek aku orang susah dulu.

diherdik dimaki disindir dihina like nobody's business.

tapi dia buat tak tau. dia perit lagi susah dari tu. hidup tak mewah.

tu sebab aku kadang2 dapat rasa orang yang tak berharta kena maki, kena sindir, kena pandang rendah benda yang biasa. kadang2 rasa juga tempiasnya sbb dari kecil dia yang jaga aku.

nenek aku pun penah susah. mak aku pun penah susah.

dipandang rendah itu perkara biasa.

selalunya yang least favourite, yang selalu dipandang rendah, yang selalu dikutuk la lama2 orang yang mengkritik kita tu datang balik pada kita. mintak tolong. yang kenang jasa, sbb mereka dah takde siapa nak turn in to. so jangan dok rendah2kan orang lain sbb yang dok direndah2kan tu la yang akan tolong kita satu hari nanti.. bukan orang yang kita puja selalu tu yang akan tolong. it happens all the time.

tiba2 teringat kesusahan nenek.

rindu kat nenek.

semoga dia bahagia di sana.

Semoga anda semua diredhai

2011-09-30T12:01:00.002+08:00

Harap harap semua berkeadaan positif.

Prof Dr Muhaya banyak memberi inspirasi. (Tune in to ikim.fm :: 91.5 :: in klang valley)

Most of us are unhappy about their life, their past or even thinking negatively about their future.

We tend to complain more rather than we take action.

Other perceptions, ideas are completely out of mind, dan berfikiran hanya kita saja yang betul.

Mix around. then u'll know better people around you that is much greater than you.

Harta tak bawa apa-apa makna kalau kebahagiaan, ketenangan Allah tak beri.

Janganlah cari redha manusia, pujian manusia, riak kepada manusia yang menunjukkan pada kita ni ada segala-galanya yang kita mahu. sedangkan benda itu sebaliknya. instead carilah redha Allah.

setiap kata kata prof buat diri ini insaf dan banyak boleh baiki diri sendiri. sedarlah kita ni hidup hanya sekejap saja kat muka bumi ini. banyak mana kebaikan telah kita buat untuk ibu, ayah, anak-anak, rakan-rakan? Hidup dalam dunia ni bukan seorang atau hanya keluarga anak beranak kita sahaja. What have you done for akhirah? Bila kita dah berusia (jika sempat), siapa yang akan kita bergantung? kalau anak - anak tak mahu jaga kita? Anda mahu jadi lonely? Fikir - fikir lah.... Make people around you happy, calm, and create positive surroundings. stop bragging about what you have, complaining on what you don't have. Terima seadanya orang yang berada di samping kita dan kita sama sama cuba improve diri sendiri..Bersyukur atau kufur, kita sebenarnya? :)

Saya pilih untuk cari ketenangan. No harm trying.

Bagaimana?? Stated All above.

oh life

2011-09-25T21:50:00.002+08:00

boring..........

kemalasan, kepenatan mau update blog....

tengah cari jalan untuk improvekan diri sendiri... fewh... susah jugak tu...

Labbaikallah humma labbaik

2011-07-31T19:39:00.003+08:00

Tanah suci...

After those long years..

Dapat pergi semula menjadi tetamu, lusa.

Alhamdulillah..

Dapat juga "Seludup seseorang" secara senyap2..

Semoga roh roh kami diredhai..

Ahlan wasahlan ya Ramadhan

Improve our needs!

Improve our doings!

Improve our thinking!

How I Spent My Weekend

2011-07-24T21:17:00.006+08:00

Ahad yang penuh dengan weddings..

Attended 3 weddings.

First is the nephew

Then, my primary school friend

another is saab's friend

luckily it's the same area.

then we went to ziarah family in laws.

get to learn buat kuih popiah udang yg simpul tu

kinda fun.

MIL's selling about rm 11 per bottle

very reasonable price

then i got a surprise from sis saying that the kids cant wait to get back home sbb ada cake menunggu, they all tak sabar nk potong.

kebetulan the whole family ada when i came back,

we kinda 'celebrate' together.

alhamdulillah.

it feels good when everyone dpt gathered. esp the budak2..haha

big thanks to sis for spending her dimes on the cake!

muchas gracias!

testing puasa

2011-07-23T18:51:00.003+08:00

puasa pulak hari sabtu ni

testing.

nanti takdela terkejut sgt time ramadhan.

fuh.

kering perut. dugaan.

nak kill time.

masak n bake.

sunyi sepi hari ni.

x tau apsal.

Friday Knowledge

2011-07-22T09:58:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum and a very pleasant morning ~

Today I would like to share with you about one topic which is "common" among us humans.

Jealousy, envy or lebih sedap lagi perkataan "Hasad"in arabic.

I've read in Majalah Solusi 32nd /33rd edition (tak igt) on the topic of "bahana hasad" .

A very good knowledge indeed. In fact Majalah Solusi ni mmg berikan plenty of knowledge which is from famous uztaz/ulama'/scholars. Mmg bagus compared nak beli majalah CLEO, remaja, Or other fashionista mags which dulu2 i bought/pinjam la jugak utk sekadar hilangkan boring and tambahkan ilmu n improve lifestyle. When reading Solusi, yep, i felt that every page has very fruitful content.

In fact, I'm addicted to the majalah (solusi). Byk la pengetahuan and all the good things which can be improve in life (especially mine). More over it makes us (me) insaaf with everything that has come up as a topic. :)

Back to the topic of Hasad.

What i can learn about it, either we are malay, chinese or indian. There are attitudes of hasad, tapi in business wise, Melayu la paling "related" with hasad ni. Nikmat berniaga dihijab oleh hasad manusia. Mana nak maju kalau sikit2 dengki, belum usaha apa apa nakkan some percentage. Baru tengok orang tu "up" sikit nak "hantar" macam macam.

Where is the love? Compared to other races which rules our economy. We can see that they will give the opportunity to their colony.

Why is there a Hasad feeling on us? As explained on the Solusi magazine, secara ringkasan,

Hasad ada when other people diberi nikmat yang lebih daripada Allah. dan apabila ada pihak yang tidak dapat nikmat yang sama rata, they will tend to do anything to make that nikmat tidak dirasai oleh orang lain sepatutnya mendapat nikmat tersebut. mereka rasa puas apabila orang lain pun tak dapat nikmat yang sama.

I kept telling myself at times. ya betul. sedangkan ramai yang tidak berusaha pun mendapat nikmat yang lebih daripada kita. kenapa?

That's the problem when we asked Allah "kenapa?". Kita tak sepatutnya bertanya kenapa. Jangan sesekali bertanya kenapa Allah memberikan pihak lain lebih byk nikmat daripada kita sedangkan Allah itu memberikan nikmatnya kepada semua orang yang dikehendaki-Nya. Allah tidak menjanjikan nikmat yang diberi sama rata. Kerana Allah mengetahui nikmat yg perlu diberi kepada kita sekadar mana dia mahu kita dapat. So either nikmat yang kita dapat depan mata itu sedikit, is still a nikmat. Why aren't we Thankful and nak kejarkan apa yang kita tak ada?

Mungkin Allah memberi nikmat (rezeki, duit, harta, ) lebih kepada orang lain supaya nak test either orang itu jauh dari Allah, or not. Semakin kita kejarkan harta dunia, semakin lah kita jauh pada Allah & sesama manusia. Logically, orang yang sibuk mengejar sangat dunia, ada ke masa nak interact dengan manusia? jiran tetangga? kaum keluarga? tak kenal dunia luar selain kerja dan rumah? kalau dah penat tu kau rasa dia bangun solat tahajud ke malam? Sibuk dengan hal itu ini ada masa nak mendengar tazkirah? pergi menolong buat kebajikan surau?

Start dari tu baru sedar. Kita ni siapa la yang bagi rezeki. bukannya boss. bukannya syarikat. tapi yang ada kat atas sekali. jahilnya diri ini, ya Allah. Sometimes, there are some dark voices in the heart kata kita punya rezeki tak cukup, tapi masyaAllah... bertapa diri ini buta nikmat suami yang bertanggungjawab dan boleh beri kita makan ada di depan mata dapat jaga mak ayah. what more that i want? Orang lain belum tentu.... sedarlah ada yang lebih teruk/ lebih kurang mendapat apa yang kita ada sekarang ni. It all started when kita dengar cakap orang. buat apa cari keredhaan manusia?, patut cari keredhaan Allah.

lepas tu kedekut dengan apa yang ada. takut hilang segala nikmat or apa yang dikatakan "nikmat dia yang punya". Orang hasad ingin selalu menerima dan tidak ingin memberi.Actually, Giving is more pleasure than taking. selalu mengharap orang lain akan membantu tetapi diri sendiri tidak mahu mengeluarkan keringat untuk orang lain. Karma wise "what you give, you get back".

Friends, one more quote from the mag that i like to rephrase here, Dunia ni is only a "medium" for us to get into akhirat. Dont let Dunia to become as an aim. Aim for a lot more bigger. Harta dunia nak bagi orang lihat, kalau boleh nak cium cium kereta, cium cium duit, kalau boleh biar je kita je yang spent duit tu, jgn bagi orang lain dapat cium bau duit tu. kan? kan? hehehe.. what's the purpose of living? to show off? to get what we want and push everyone aside? nak compare anak orang ni dengan anak orang tu? what is that? kalau anak orang tu lebih berharta, berjaya, you think dia punya akhlak, agama pun makin improve , updated and berjaya? you think dia punya lifestyle and anak2 can guarantee you masuk akhirat? Not all.. renung - renungkan lah...berapa ramai CEO dapat ajar anak dia solat, ajar anaknya tentang agama? jangan katakan CEO, yang jadi executive sekarang pun terpaksa,pukul 10 malam belum tentu balik rumah. itu kawan2 yang single, kalau yang dah kahwin macam mana? terpaksa...nak buat mcm mana? At times, i want to be dedicated as them,i know i can but in aqidah wise........That's not the way i want to live my life with my family.

So, kita di dunia ni janganlah duk sibuk2 compare sana sini. baca buku ilmiah dan dengar benda yang berilmu kan lebih banyak manfaat daripada nak tahu perihal orang lain. mantapkan pahala, mantapkan imaan. as our lifes does not only consider solat 5 waktu. :) other things we might also "Jaga". I've learnt most discussion from mummy. I like her prinsip " jgn cakap negative tentang orang lain, dont always complain. minda kita akan rosak sbb kita akan keep cari kesalahan orang lain" Dia tetap dengan pendirian dia. kalau dia tak mahu, tak ada apa pun boleh paksa. And most of it banyakkan bersabar.

surau al-abrar (new surau in Denai Alam) oficially get it's lisence last week,.We went there for solat and tazkira from mantan imam masjid negara. Alhamdulillah, hubster is going to be an active person to help and get to know them when he gets the time to pray daily over there. I teased him at times cakap dia suka mencapub. hahaha.. oh well main main je... I'm actually happy. :) Dia kata If a husband goes to a surau / masjid to pray for jemaah that the wife gets the "share" too.. :)

(Please pray for us that we will do it as an istiqamah , consistently going to surau and make good activities, and to get good knowledge) It's quite interesting to hear and listen to the ceramah the other day regarding menyambut bulan ramadhan.

Bulan ramadhan nanti ada solat tarawikh/moreh. InsyaAllah, freezer yang dah lama tak pakai daripada duduk terceruk di rumah, ingat nak beri pinjam surau untuk mereka simpan / buat ais. Dapat lah pahala, ye dak? see? seronok tau if we contribute..jangan asik nak berkira sangat. tak dapat apa kalau berkira. dapat benci je.

Semoga we get to update our knowledge selalu. Inilah hikmah bila kita dapat pindah ke tempat baru kot? kalau kat TTDI tu dah selesa duduk di rumah, komuniti kalau tak join pun dah kuat, ni kat tempat baru, semua benda kena bina dari awal, so it's a good thing as well nak bangunkan tempat2 yang baru nak develop ni. yang penting kerjasama.

So, solusi magz is really a good reading material. grab them if you have time or you can go to the facebook and see : Telaga Biru Sdn Bhd / Majalah Solusi :)

The eyes, the feet, the ears,the face

2011-06-27T15:04:00.003+08:00

incase i missplace this :)

I think I saw The glimpse of the face, hehe.. kan?

19th June 2011

2011-06-19T22:52:00.003+08:00

Well, it seems like i have the urge of writing (typing) today, even it's quite a late night.

Remembering today and yesterday. Past and present.

Our Dearest Uncle Fuad past away peacefully yesterday, the day that daddy passed away last year. (except for the shifting date of this year). No birds are chirping, gloomy yet it doesn't get rainy. It seems that day is quiet. Visited him couple of days ago and praying for him. I've been told all went well as i was not encouraged to go because of my condition.

Yes. I still remember 365 days back then. If you are the daughter, Who doesn't right?

Life must go on.

I took a glimpse of Kiara Muslim Cemetery when i was on the way to KL. Emotionally, I felt strange and recited du'a silently.

People keep on wishing Happy Father's Day on the social network.

Maybe They have not feel their loss. yet.

They felt young, happy, and in their 20's , which most of them still depend on their father.

never ask more.

never ask why.

They have their father to witness their big day.

They have their father to support them financially.

They have their father to pay their bills.

They have their father to burst out their anger and disappointment.

They have their father to complain whatever they want to.

They have their father to see their kids grow as their grandchild.

All that i see in front of my eyes around me when i go out. while eating. while walking around. while watching movies. I feel that they are really lucky.

If i ask my self.. "aku ada semua tu? aku dapat ke semua tu? "

That should say that I'd be angry to god.

i feel down and disappointed at times.

god has given me test and difficulties for me to learn.

different year, different difficulties.

should not whine or complain.

but god has given me another life which i must take care of for my entire lifetime.

Shouldnt i be more thankful?

Look into the positive way and the bright side.

Ada orang lain yang lagi teruk daripada kita, yang lagi 100x kurang bernasib baik daripada kita, tengok keadaan di Africa , India. rasa nak minum air bersih pun mereka tak ada.

mmm... Bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.

A lot of heavy topics been discussed together just now when i went out with the inlaws. about our country, politics, world. Cerita pasal barang makin naik, savings, how other politicians main kotor and the rich keep on being rich, haihs..what happen to the world? Rasa nak pindah keluar malaysia je...boring. mentality influence towards the negativity tu banyak. i hate negativity. buat hati manusia ni kotor. lama-lama diri sendiri pun boleh terjebak lebih jauh.

Ok. I feel a bit better after writing all this,

May Allah blessed us all

Semoga sejahtera roh para ahli kubur.

10 seng je?

2011-05-25T16:57:00.002+08:00

Bersempena dengan air*asia promo ticket semurah 10 sen ( when campur text,blabla it's kinda like RM12 one way)

Mr Hubster has Booked 13 TICKETS .

He he he ..

Usrah Tv9

2011-05-20T18:16:00.004+08:00

Dasyatnya Doa Ibu!

Watched Usrah at TV9 few days back at 11 pm. Tertengok channel ni...

Talking about how great Allah has put a person called "mother" ...

The speaker is Ustazah Asni filming the Usrah program in a rubber tree orchard with her own mom ( a rubber tapper ). Betapa dasyatnya seorang ibu yang merupakan seorang penoreh getah besarkan anak2 seorang diri.

Ada dia bgtau tentang satu cerita di mana seorang sahabat nabi berjumpa dengan baginda lalu berkata "WAHAI RASULULLAH, AKU INGIN PERGI BERJIHAD! BERJIHAD MENEGAKKAN ISLAM" , Nabi Muhammad pun bertanya pada beliau.... "ANDA ADA EMAK, WAHAI SAHABAT?"... Dia pun menjawab "YA, DIA BERADA DI RUMAH SEKARANG YA RASULULLAH".. Lalu Nabi Muhammad berkata " BALIK LAH WAHAI SAHABAT, JAGA EMAKMU DI RUMAH , SESUNGGUHNYA ORANG YANG MENJAGA EMAKNYA LEBIH BERGANDA GANJARAN PAHALANYA DARIPADA ORANG BERJIHAD TENTANG ISLAM"

sampai macam tu sekali...

Fuhyo!

Need I say more?

Being a mother is great.

Jagalah dia selagi dia masih ada.

Anda mampu doa untuk ibu anda? Berjasa pada dia?

I am really thankful. I still can serve my mum. Or at least what I did for my mum, it's still a jihad. It's just worth it.

short sentences

2011-05-16T18:56:00.003+08:00

i am supersensitive with perfumes that i am familiar with.

vicks vaporub is the closest friend of mine.

i do love to walk and taking some fresh air even it is getting to midnight.

i dislike my room (it is getting more often).

getting tired easily and keep on thinking about myself.

eating? picky sometimes.

emotional as if i can bite someone's head.

sweet things, chocs, hot soup, fillet'o'fish burger, fruits,mild tuna sandwich. other than that, it's a minor tolerate from my throat.

research. reading. lots of em.

i feel down, sometimes i think of my dad.

mood of getting cleaned up has been leveling down.

things just came up unpredictably and i always take my time to think about what i read ' sabar itu indah'

i feel like the world has become crueler.

all things rising up tremendously. people talking bad about people. so does killing the positive thoughts of other races.

positive thinking, not many can do when they are feeling frustrated about themselves and surroundings.

especially when they cannot cope anymore about their living, expenses (since the price is going higher and higher)

and people expect they want to save up what they get and expect every service is free. hmm what can you say? in future, killing is nothing. well, that's what politics are made of right?

Sabar itu indah

2011-05-11T21:34:00.003+08:00

Gotta Share Some Info.

"SABAR ITU INDAH". Just read it and sharing is a must.

" Sifat sabar sangat penting dalam kehidupan kerana apa yang berlaku dalam kehidupan tidaklah secocok atau selaras dengan apa yang kita inginkan. Kita bukan Tuhan. Kita hanya hamba-Nya. Jadi apakah jalan keluar? tidak lain hanya dengan sifat sabar sahaja kita dapat melalui semua itu tanpa rasa kesal, kecewa dan dukacita "

"Matahari terbit sedikit demi sedikit, tumbuhan tumbuh sedikit demi sedikit, bumi berputar mengikut paksi secara perlahan.. Ia sentiasa mematuhi hukum tadarruj (gradually) yang bertapak atas KESABARAN"

Sabar itu ganjarannya syurga, mendapat pahala tanpa batas daripada Allah, mendapat berita gembira dengan rahmat Allah, diampunkan segala dosa ,mendapat syurga di akhirat.

MUSUH SABAR

1. Tergesa - gesa

"sedang Allah menjadikan manusia mempunyai tabiat tergesa2 (Surah Al Anbiya')" .. Sekiranya apa yang dipinta tidak ditunaikan, maka hilanglah kesabarannya.

2. Putus Asa

Allah berfirman " Dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah melainkan golongan yang kafir "

3. Marah

Islam tidak pernah menyuruh umatnya Delete Mood "marah", tetapi kita perlu marah Bertempat.

- Jangan selalu complain. Allah tarik balik apa yang dia bagi pinjam, haa macam mana?

Hehe....

Best lah magazine Solusi ni :)

Recommended! Contents are written by fellow graduates / post graduates regarding the prespective of sabar.

Haluu

2011-05-04T14:07:00.006+08:00

Hai...

Long Time no blog?

Hahah... the feeling of not writing :)

Hmmm.. So many things that i havenot blogged yet..

Trip to Sabah? Blooh-dy fantastic!

Wait till i post the pictures...

And more great news to come, insyaAllah........ :)) *keep on smiling! *

Dalam kegembiraan tu ada la juga ujian sana sini

Busy.

to younger generation staff who wants to work

- please leave your "ak nk mkn lewwr, ad aq keysah" language only on your personal text messaging not on Official office reports/e-mails

- willing to learn as YOU stated yourself on your resume. bukan ambil dari buku karangan.

- appreciate every single thing that people are willing to teach you something new

- please jgn tunjuk pandai sangat, when you are new. no experience of the job scope

- improve your english. kat microsoft word tu pun ada auto correct spelling. please turn it ON to English (UK) or English (US) so that the redline appear when you are wrong. not english (malay) version kalau tak sampai bila bila you think your spelling is tip top.

- jangan cerita gempak sangat dalam resume because when we ask you to do something that melibatkan your experience in resume you cried of not knowing what to do (lepas tu nak demand gaji banyak2.. banyak cantek)

- seberapa sikit gaji pun, dapatkan skills 100%

- dont complain when others give you the chance to communicate with clients or polish your soft skills.

when people put money first rather than what they learn. they are zero.

2 of my staffs is gone atas sebab2 di atas, bertambah la kerja

.. adeh... tp takpelah, janji kerja jalan, Alhamdulillah.. sabar dan terima seadanya

One step further ahead, we just have to be humble enough.

Hmm, mungkin Rezeki kita insyaAllah.. :)

patience is virtue

A sneak peak

2011-03-17T19:32:00.006+08:00

The day i am officially changing my status as a wife.

No complaints.. because everything went well.

shouldnot have any fuss about it.

I am not focusing into small details..everybody plays their part.

Alhamdulillah semua orang dapat merasa sampaikan guest tambah 2 3 kali tak berganjak dari meja.. :) The caterer dah sound us awal2 "Nasi mandi memang macam tu.." the ayam mandi finished at 10.00pm! No leftovers at all, that is what i want.. alhamdulillah... ;)

Banyak orang bantu, from our side as well as hubster's side! He has eight siblings so it was so riuh time cleaning up the house & tent ..

Kepada yang membantu in any kind of ways (even supported me, motivated me), i would like to thank from the bottom of my heart..

At the time i hugged mummy, i am sad. because there should be daddy besides her. (at least i imagined him besides her)

Life after marriage (as for now), seems that i found my peace of mind..

Ada ups and downs... The downs hopefully i can manage ;)

Friends, masyaALLAH ... ramai.. .school friends, uni & matrics..

Hubster's respectful clients and people that have worked with us together pun datang rai,

so i was blessed to have big family in-laws

they turned out good!

memorable event for me...

saying thank u is not enough

13.3.11

2011-03-13T22:11:00.001+08:00

Dah habis majlis

Turned out well.

Terima kasih kerana datang dan enjoy the fooods

RSVP

2011-03-08T21:02:00.003+08:00

Check list almost done!

Have a relaxing time today with mom..

Esok esok la pening kepala...

Is it reliable to invite people using facebook?

RSVP

It is good when we can budget / estimate how many person attended, so that we can prepare everything in an appropriate amount

But is it really reliable? Having the reply of YES, NO, AND MAYBE

If they replied yes, sometimes they have something on up til the last minute, they still could not attend,

And for the sake of.. "mmm.. nanti apa orang lain cakap" sbb all eyes are on facebook, so they click the button yes to the RSVP

If said no.. some of them siap bagi reason, "oh sorry la tak dapat datang, got bla bla bla" kalau sorang dua takpe, ni berpuluh2, mmg la at first you didnt care but then mesti ada sedikit tak syok di situ and most yg oversensitif tu akan rasa "eh, diorang ni tak suka aku ke" or "apsal ramai sangat ada function sampai tak datang aku punya event"..kekecewaan berlaku di situ..

orang yang selalu reply maybe selalu akan browse siapa yang attend, kalau dia rasa gang dia attend, dia pun ikut serta or kalau siapa2 yang tak gang or takde awek cun yang attend, haram jadah dia nak pergi.. ;P or yang best, dia taknak pergi tapi on the same time tak nak kecewakan orang yg invite dia tu, dia reply maybe. so nanti jaga la air muka dia depan friendslist yang diinvite ;)

So for me, i choose not to RSVP on facebook for my big day, if i wanted to, i'll send a posted invitation card with RSVP on it. Daripada orang yang tak serious menjawab (kebykan), lebih baik tak payah sakitkan hati sendiri. oversensitif kot ai ni. bahahahah

Facebook is now at its plateau. dulu2 ye la semua beriya nak post every single thing they do on facebook, now nampak slow sikit, maybe they learn about privacy or facebook is just a piece of thing that u'll face it everyday till u feel that is not "that" interesting anymore.

So, if it is not "that" interesting..What's next?

Perihal kahwin?

2011-03-08T09:29:00.003+08:00

I keep questioning myself

Most of the uztaz reminded us at the pre-wed course that i attended "Isteri kena ikut cakap suami, tak boleh melawan, tak boleh derhaka"

Habis kalau suami kurang ajar dengan isteri, tak mahu dengar pendapat isteri dan boleh curang di luar sana macam mana?

Semua kesalahan isteri sahaja yang diketengahkan dan suami sahaja yang betul sbb dia dinobatkan semulajadi sebagai ketua? Tak ke buat perempuan tu bodoh nak kena ikut je cakap walaupun it doesnt make sense? Mostly penyampai2/pendakwah ni they know how to tell, not to analyze. dah bercerai baru nak analyze.

heh.

ramblings

2011-03-06T23:37:00.006+08:00

Stop wasting time.

Maybe your time means nothing that you can just throw it away..

but not for me...

Talking about responsibility.

No use when we always talk about it.

but we do not to act upon it.

I hand over to god.

Lagi berapa hari?

Enam.

Pedulikan pasal hari.

Aku tak excited pun pasal hari sebenarnya, lebih kepada nervous talking.eh? tak nervous pun, more kepada worn out dah ni..

Lebih kepada aku fikir kalau aku buat semua benda tu, make it a worthwhile for remembering for the rest of my life. we talk to each other and i reminded him "at least kalau nak bertekak dgn u tu, boleh la fikir balik penat lelah sendiri and orang lain yang dah bersusah payah on the big day we are getting married... ha sental lantai sama2..time tu tak bleh blah punya ;) tangan habis kene thinner pekat sbb nak hilangkan cat kat lantai garage.. muhahaha.. tangan pergi manicure / pedicure? mmg tak laaaaaaa..

A self reminder to Think again la ye kalau nak kawin byk2 atau menyampah satu sama lain hehehheeh...

Janji must appreciate apa kita dah buat to gain that.

Kemas

2011-02-28T15:12:00.001+08:00

It's the end of feb

Kemas Kemas Kemas Kemas Kemas

break lah wei

2011-02-21T22:50:00.003+08:00

just got back from a peaceful hometown segamat with bunda and fiance.

seronok! dapat jumpa saudara mara, settlekan hal2 tanah, more on serious matter.

food! and food! and food! absolutely good!

time dulu reti makan buah rambutan, lari lari kat tangga je, bila dah besar panjang, more towards settlekan procedure tanah pulak, turns out it is still in process...50%, kena tunggu settle hal kahwin dulu la nampaknya... thanks to encik fiance, ;) lets do a lot of travelling this year ok?!

we need a break.

relaxing break.

hmm mom pun, i think she;s planning having a break too! ;) her very own break..COOL! when? rahsia! takkan semua pun tak bagitau..

for now, gear 5 for us!

oh jumaat!

2011-02-18T23:24:00.004+08:00

after all the hard work and spending 12hours infront of my laptop, i managed to get it done! praise to god.

feuh..

lapar ok..then and i cried for durian..yep seriously.not literally crying. but a real action crying for Durian! hahaha... (one day, anak aku baca mesti dia gelak) tu la jgn bg i mengidam durian.. asik2 pandang je.. now dah dapat ;) terus mood ok hihi..

why i got mad + sad today?

pakai lawa2 hari jumaat igtkan boleh la beli barang2 yang tak cukup for the big day after work.turns out i have to do my work for like lamaaa gilaaa lah weh.. and bila dah habis, igt nak reward diri sendiri dengan membeli barang2.. and unfortunately, nope! postponed la nampaknya..so i got depressed..shouted inside the car sampai terkeluar air mata! sumpah lega..

dont mess with hungry people (plus when she is in her menses period plus when she's having a lot of work to be done by the end of the day). mmg mcm bisu bila dah kerja byk. i can count the words spilled out from my mouth today..

ahh now lega sikit..takde fikir sgt psl kerja..

hmm..

esok balik kampung!

will be attending a wedding~

belum pack barang. aduhh! esok lah! tak larat....

2011-02-18T11:18:00.003+08:00

Aku penat la nak layan kehendak orang.....

Dah la! Jangan kacau aku, boleh?

Semua nak tunjuk pandai...

Tampar nak?

knackered

2011-02-09T22:59:00.003+08:00

i am fully occupied, officially in a high level of stress and intolerance

not a good idea to give any suggestions which will definitely waste my time. Snap out of it!

february, maybe most of companies are on their budget hence there are more work for us to do

good for us to find our rezki, but i'm in a juggle of having my big day as well.. so the whole march and feb will be really occupied by work and meetings, like everyday..lastly holiday

i felt sorry and guilty to leave mom which not in a good health this week, hence i'll try my best to fix my time..eventually some of my time has been slipped through with the work & 40mins journey and not to forget the chores , wedding invitation, house , legal ,yada yada yada..

leaving my meeting and postpone them is not really a good idea now, getting the idea of working with people and having our own is totally different. its like when you have it, you work really hard for yourself. If you fail to do so, you will be completely responsible with it.

so tomorrow? wake up around 5 hopefully and have a nice workout before starting my day. hmm yea i should do that.

wish me luck !

feels like the time when having my thesis done. penat. stressed. and feel down. hmmm speaking about thesis.. igt nak sambung lagi lah :) bila? tak tau lagi.. am happy that my ex roomate during my degree furthers her study and becomes a fulltime housewife ;)

2011-02-05T19:25:00.002+08:00

We settle the process of handing over the keys of our house at ttdi

berat rasa hati..

life must go on..

we had some visitors early evening

then i think i shall hit on my yoga mat, exercise ball and machine after maghrib

till then :)

Fit

2011-02-01T23:59:00.005+08:00

Hm. it fits. just enough for my body now. s

edang elok - muat2 or what so ever,.

i think i cannot grow bigger.

so i have no choice but to work out to become smaller than what i am now.

40 days?

boleh settle.. insyaAllah..

motivation, please come!

Dah workout 2 hours today while tengok TBL online.

Really i dont feel i'm working out that long.

sambil tengok movie sambil workout..

we can be anything that we choose to become!

susah nak focus. that's right.

Anak berdozen?

2011-02-01T07:04:00.002+08:00

Had my work out late night while watching "CHEAPER BY THE DOZEN". It;s an old story (2003) about having 12 kids around in one family.

The story has is contented with some sort of parts where the parents have to sacrifice their job by taking care of the kids, sacrifice time, sacrifice even their dreams. When they had a chance to pursue their dreams (after having 12 kids) , they are standing somehow out of the line. But they lived in a family with full of joy. Of course talking about expenses, only the father is working.

Now? Reality check.

Expenses makin naik

Minyak makin naik

Makanan naik

Maka quality of living kita makin kurang.

Gaji tak pernah cukup.

Maka at the end of this zaman,Ramai lah penyangak nanti.

Sebab byk benda kita buat , kita akan tend to be selfish.

Insecurities tinggi

thats why people can not / not capable of makin more than 1o kids mcm zaman dulu2.

we went to someone who lives in a very luxury place @ dp discussing about photography, anak sorang boleh handle lagi , bila masuk anak dua, dah terasa sakit nak manage duit.

Why is that?

how are we going to solve this problem?

can we change it?

NO. not that instant.

because orang atas yang kita lantik, tak berada di bawah pada masa ni. dia tak rasa.

that's the way it is going to be unless our leader is so smart to handle between politics and citizens. Dalam parlimen cakap pasal benda yang tak sepatutnya. That's why everytime parlimen bersidang we tend to change channels. Buang masa. Sepatutnya Cakap la pasal education anak2 mcm mana, quality hidup anak2 mcm mana, anak2 kurang upaya macam mana? They forget about kids. kids are not small adults. Once they dont have the opportunity to grow "nicely", maka habislah.

Thats why god have planned on most of the people for not having so much kids (more than 10) kan?

Apa pun. be thankful for everything you have.

less complaining might help you a lot in life.

1 februari

2011-02-01T00:29:00.001+08:00

28 hari + 13 hari

siapa yang lahir 29 feb? angkat tangan?

Monday

2011-01-31T08:39:00.003+08:00

the rain didnot stop since saturday.

Dengar kata segamat banjir.

Harap2 surut awal.

Back to work!

change

2011-01-30T07:34:00.003+08:00

Orang tak nampak masa kita susah, orang hanya nampak bila kita berjaya... steps untuk kita berjaya tu orang tak ambil kisah, tak ambil peduli...

aku ingin ada ruang. ruang masa untuk orang tua. orang yang paling rapat dengan aku pun nasihat..jaga la dia sementara dia ada nyawa..selagi mampu jaga..kerana tak ramai pun mampu buat itu semua..masa tak boleh dibeli..

orang lain kadang kala mahu kita ikut footsteps mereka.. milestone mereka..

cara masing2 lah..

aku tak suka ikut2 orang ni, nanti tak kena dengan hidup aku..

biar aku cuba sendiri..

ada yang perlu diubah, aku cuba ubah, dan aku cuba adapt perubahan tu, to become a new version..of me!

Cbeebies

2011-01-29T19:27:00.003+08:00

subscribed Cbeebies channel on unifi for najla while she's here..she's a bit sick..

Since my sister have to take care of poor lil emran @ DeMC til she gets a high fever as well..

Hope em all got better. insyaAllah!

FIY CBeebies is a uk channel, it's from BBC channel .. kalau terbalikkan BBC tu jadi la CBB kan?

:) Kid's channel la kot, tp mmg kids tgk leka la.. informative channel la kot for kids!

Dulu when i was at najla's age, mana la ada semua2 tu..ada channel tv3 ada pun dah kira heaven, during the holidays i filled up my schedule with panjat pokok tree house, main bola dgn boys,sleepover rumah neighbour, makan lunch dengan family orang lain, swimming, lepak cheras rumah maklong, fuhh... sekarang ni budak2 ngadap computer je babe.. tak main dah panjat2, bola pun jarang tengok dah sbb padang bola dah kurang..

so kalaula di takdirkan astro takde pun, ada ke entertainment lain yang boleh dibuat?..ada je! :) either we choose to have or not to have!

rock your body

2011-01-27T09:02:00.005+08:00

no sign of losing anymore kilos

depressed!

but still it keeps me work out even more..

cuba je :)

i really like to watch www.bodyrock.tv during my workout :)

following her steps (as long as i can)

2011-01-21T00:46:00.001+08:00

" its okay if people don't see who you are, as long as you know what you are and what you are capable of.." -greysAnat

2011-01-20T06:35:00.002+08:00

Garlic butter chicken

Cuti~

Filled up with my job + wedding stuffs + home activities

So many things to do with so little time~

Nak cuba jogging area sini sat!
Bye!

why on earth?

2011-01-19T18:54:00.003+08:00

got my hiv test done today,

i watched grey's anatomy then in the late evening..

i'm hooked on medical stuffs..

suddenly i watched the episode which shows the part where the wife is brain dead

hospital scene and drama..

to come in to it, i remembered as if i was in that scene..

playing that role being a doctor that will take off the patient's respirator, to sort of "unplugged" the patient.. the husband hopes for miracle as if the wife can breath on her own,

you know what? at that point i have the same exact feelings 7 months ago.

it's not funny.

oh god,why on earth i watched it on the first place?

it's the last episode by the way.

kan dah.

kg

2011-01-18T18:32:00.003+08:00

currently 58 ...... 7 weeks or less, should turn into at least 52! (yaaaaa dream on!)

Release stress?

Mari Work out!

Short

2011-01-15T07:22:00.003+08:00

Pagi!

There's nothing much to ramble....

Oh 13th January is Mr F's birthday

He has turned 27.

A lunch treat together with our staffs.

May god bless him. May god bless us!

I bought him a card with a PC.

No, not that PC. Pocket Comb.

:))

Who needs pretty things to lighten up their life? Even a simple thing will do~

25th AJL

2011-01-09T21:25:00.002+08:00

Perasaan dan keadaan fikizal tgh mcm ular sawa terbuntang atas carpet sambil onl9 dpn tv sambil(lagi) tengok tv.. ok esok start workout!

Yuna : Attire was awesome!

jubah dress like- flowy satin hood

Tomok : The army - style jacket . blue in colour.

A.P.I : Black smudge

Shahir : White. diamond beading. simple

Kena tampar dengan Nasha Aziz? walauweh...kalau sakit pun mesti ckp tak sakit..

MUH & Black : jacket similar to tomok

Hafiz : Cool performance!

Ana Raffali : White baju kurung bercorak batik. Simple and nice

Magic poof.. changed to red Kebaya - too big for her

cut!

Faizal tahir : biasa ja

adira : Putih .. Lagi...*yawns*

ok malas nak review.

mimpir indah semua~

byebye

A friend in need is a friend in deed.

2011-01-09T14:16:00.005+08:00

a quite day for us as my mom and I had to do a lot of things..

thanks mr F. & dear workers........

ouh one of my besties came along and lepak for a night

you guys rock!

feuhhhhh br balik frm ttdi

still ada lagi barang nak kena angkut bah!!

brape trip kot?

sorry, i dont entertain phone calls that much at this peak of time.

sick sampai batuk2 bagai~

but whatever it is,

can;t wait for families to come another 8 weeks

wee hoo!~

never say goodbye

2011-01-06T05:25:00.006+08:00

yesterday, mom and I moved out from ttdi.

i notified few of my neighbours,

aunties which sometimes fetch me from schools when mom is not around, prepared my lunch , invited me to their son's bday party, highschool friends,

lived there since i was born,

for sure, i will miss the environment.

time for us to berhijrah.

and face other "new" problems.

hidup manusia mana pernah lari dengan problem kan?

but the difference is how smart we face the problem and come up with solutions.

packing is one thing

repacking is another thing

mcm tak percaya pulak.

i burnt more calories today.

ouh this paragraph is totally not a problem for me

responsibility is not a problem.

i can classify problems and responsibility.

but some does not.

speaking of a new crib,

nak belajar bake la every weekend. belajar sendiri lah i mean..

since there's no OU, the curve, or any shopping malls yang dekat2..(mcm la ai pergi selalu walaupun dekat.. ouh this is just a statement to sedapkan hati)

and mom have bought an oven.

so, i should learn.

baking chicken, grilled fish, some dessert recipes from cousin's

and not to forget.

my workout agenda! (asik fikir food, makan makan makan)

hehe.

nanti fitting tak muat. padan la muka hang shat! (so far, ok lagi kot.. see! another statement to sedapkan hati)

oklah.. saya merepek di subuh hari!

ambil wuduk sekarang! bye!

2011

2011-01-01T22:05:00.004+08:00

Malas nak cakap banyak2.

1. hopefully i'm less addicted to FB. unless it is important / really reallllllllllly boring til i can jump out of the window baru laaaa layan. boleh?

2. new year, new house - process of transferring small2 boxes

3. more productive

ouh 31st dec went bfast with my bonda and met Apek Goal keeper malaysia tu.. attraction babeh!

a good sign to start the day.

at night, fireworks & fairy lights are my so-called-heaven.... (saya gila lampu2 - fireworks; teringat bonfire night kat birmingham last two years)

alhamdulillah.

semua okay...and hopefully it'll become more okay day by day..

tak harap byk2 pun tahun ni.

sbb apa yang tak diharapkan pun dah sedia elok for me this year...

godbless.

happy sunday!

2010-12-26T16:38:00.003+08:00

Hai!

Byk sgt aktiviti.

Memasak bersama bonda.

Kemudian fetch em boys pergi tgk bola Msia vs Indonesia

Naaah i'm not joining to pretend i'm so interested in soccer ;) instead i'd rather watch d/loaded movies mlm ni, aman takda orang kacau~ phewh..

but the tiket's design dia lawa la jugak.. the he he..

Dan kalau dah memasak bersama tentulah makan pun bersama kan?

Tiap tiap jam mengunyah hehe

spageti goreng + pengat pisang :)

+ cookies from uncle sebelah rumah + Ayam goreng along's house (F-BIL)

Haa akibatnya lepas tulis ni kena la 10km, kan?

Guilty mkn byk tapi nak buat mcm mana bila perangai degil tetap ada.. :)

Ok byebye.

Kelmarin makan apa? Seperti dalam gambar. My friends singgah rumah lagi. :) Mom is 63.

Burn burn burn

2010-12-23T18:18:00.002+08:00

Let's hit em machine!
Burn the fat!

;]

motivation

2010-12-22T22:42:00.002+08:00

why am I being hungry?

2010-12-22T21:45:00.003+08:00

Fuh after the exercise session,
my stomach felt really really empty, padahal baru lepas bedal something before exercise. lapar...
is my metabolism getting higher?
or probably my insulin increase which makes me starve..
i keep on munching..
aiyo.
i need to stop munching...
today i have ruined my diet

nasi lemak sotong for bfast (probably hundreds of cals)
MnMs for lunch (it says in the pax 203cals)
Balik rumah curik 5 spoons of carrot cake which mommy tegur "eh potong cake tu jgn scoop pakai sudu" hehe sorry mommy. pakai sudu tak nampak sangat mcm banyak. tapi byk la jugak.. (tak tau berapa)
then i quickly went upstairs and start my workout.
50mins i manage to go up til 14KM
still.....
not really satisfied.

dah nak hujung2 bulan dah ni.. huhuhu
come on!

rakan rakan

2010-12-21T07:28:00.002+08:00

I've got to hang out with my uni friends!
because one of em had finished her study and going back to the hometown for good.
They used to be my housemates for 3 years.
as we had some other things to settled in the morning, we met each other late afternoon..
planned to go to OU to belanja something but then turned out nak hujan and we will waste time to search for a parking lot end up tak beli apa2 pun.. i suggested to lepak kat rumah je lah, borak borak and ordered something nice to eat..
we haven;t met each other for months.. and hours and hours of talking memang syok.
especially boleh terbungkang depan TV sambil borak2.. hehe..
that, i think will be the last time i will lepak2 with them in Ttdi
I wish them good luck! sayanggggg la korang!!!~

Raining heavily last night when i drove to Denai Alam. Will be staying at Yana;s for 2 days to teman her & kids together with mom.
ok gotto have a shower!
bubuiiiiis...

Oh no!

2010-12-19T18:29:00.004+08:00

Ok Dah beli barang2 bracket tv installment di Jalan Pasar, KL. Ikut "boss". hehe. i dont really know that Jalan Pasar is really a Pasar.... kalau nak cari elektroniks things, boleh pergi ke sana.. beza harga sangatlah byk... kena pandai cari lubang la.

Before that we went to DA. mom wanna look for the progress. minggu depan siap.. can cleaned it up and move some things in ...
yes! people LOVE it. Everyone loved it!!! I bet you to might like it...
I'm proud and i have a chance to live there and take care of her..take that as a responsibility before and after the marriage....insyaAllah...as long as mom is happy, i'll still have the chance to be blessed by Him. :) i dont really care what others are saying.. they're not in my shoes..
Glad Mr F found the right one with good profiles to create the inner part of the so-called-heaven-on-earth house for mom.
boleh jadi model house for construction projects..(haha dream on)
hmmm

Saya makan Wendy's harini.
burger. cannot resist...stressnyeeeee....
ok atas crosstrainer 10KM lagi harini.
boleh ke?
BOLEH!!!
great body comes with great mind. and be positive!

PMS-es

2010-12-19T05:57:00.002+08:00

lately i am tired
i am disappointed
heart ached
sensitive
pain is everrrrywhere
those evil hormones inside that has been registering me for having a PMS
but there's still sunshine that brighten up my life for a bit
i missed my work out yesterday! loser for days..berapa kali je atas trainer minggu ni..haigoh...balik balik office melepek..consistency babeh!.
oklah i want to work out now.
beautiful legs are for me.
not for anyone else.
hence theres no excuses! a total NO NO!

pemimpin

2010-12-16T07:19:00.005+08:00

Memimpin kena lah ada ilmu.
jgn ikutkan kuasa yang ada di tangan yang tak sebesar mana pun.
Nak memimpin jgn ikutkan hati.
Orang takkan hormat nanti.
Nak memimpin jgn cakap benda merapu tak masuk akal.
Orang tak nak punya dipimpin oleh orang gila.
Hasad tu kena buang. Jauh-jauh.Jangan la hati tu jadi busuk sangat.
Positive must lead the negative.
Nak jadi pemimpin, bergaul lah dengan orang. bukan orang besar sahaja. orang kecil yang banyak budi akan bantu kamu. Orang besar kebanyakan berbudi depan tv.
Nak jadi pemimpin, suap orang lain dulu. baru suap mulut sendiri. tak boleh selfish.

Ada ke ciri-ciri tu?
kalau takde, tak payah pandai2 cakap diri tu pemimpin.
buang masa je.

2010-12-16T06:40:00.002+08:00

Our crib @ DA.

Last touch up is this week before we can clean everything and move in.
we'll transfer things bit by bit..

campak

2010-12-14T00:28:00.003+08:00

campak la kat ceruk mana pun.

dengan izinNya aku boleh hidup.

the method is

be flexible. try to be one. nak hidup kena capable of doing various kind of things.

hidup ni tak boleh berlandaskan satu je. 2nd job. 2nd opportunities.

i'm learning all about d_rugs, health sci_ence, biosc*ience, biolo_gy

now i'm learning how to manage some work task projects on business & IT?

gila apa?

tapi dah rezeki tang tu.

jgn la marah aku.

kau nak marah, marahlah Tuhan.

Dia yang bagi aku rezeki, bukan kau.

kau tak boleh tentukan hidup aku.

aku dapat job apa pun, jgn marah aku.

orang yang jadi cleaner pun satu rezeki.

ada yang geli pegang penyapu, mop.

mesti most of us pandang sinis. baru bagi 0.30sen dah pandang penjaga tandas tu macam orang gaji.

pernah cakap tak terima kasih kat mereka bila mereka lapkan tandas2 atau bagi kita tissue tandas?

aku praktikkan. kamu?

aku tak menunjuk aku dapat gain berapa dengan team aku.

kalau aku menunjuk takdela kamu2 ni kutuk2 and pandang rendah.

buat apa nak menunjuk kat kamu? sbb kamu tak pernah hargai aku.

baik menunjuk pada Tuhan. tapi nak menunjuk apa pun kan? Tuhan lagi hebat.

sbb tu stay low je lah. Tuhan lagi hebat.

tu sbb aku pakai t-shirt, jeans dan bukannya beli barang2 branded untuk aku pakai.

kalau aku tak pakai barang2 branded tak semestinya aku tak berduit..common la! doing business for sure we gain something more, thank you!

bill gates pun pakai jeans and tshirt dan muka still nerd..tapi berkepuk2 je duit jadi owner windows? dont judge on our outfit lah. orang pakai branded2 pun kadang2 bukan ada duit pun.

so ikut la kita nak manage duit mcm mana.

so jgn pandang rendah sgt kat orang lain. bila dah pandang rendah sgt kat orang lain yang mungkin akan "up" satu hari nanti, mereka akan jadi threat pada kamu kan? tu sbb bila kamu rasa kami dah berada di hadapan kamu cakap kami ni "pakai or simpan" apa2. hasad ni ada kat mana2. tak de hal la. we take it as a precaution supaya jgn dah layan kamu sangat sbb kamu mencela kami. buang masa nak argue. tu sebab pengkritik bukan professional selalu takde kawan. lonely. boo!

penat tau nk buat kerja. apa igt kami ni goyang kaki ke? nak settlekan hal rumah lagi? nak settle hal wedding lagi? now berkat jumpa orang yang specialise buat rumah kami, kami nak kembangkan mereka yang tolong buat rumah kami. that lead us making something else on construction. team dah ada. tu sbb berkat beli barang2 rumah, pasir simen sendiri. baru tau market price. boleh compare. ada good team nak buat. insyaAllah.

zaman dulu2 tok kadok ni tak payah la nak amalkan. shallow minded. world is different now. using technologies. youngsters pakai twitter, jual baju online nak suruh mereka menoreh getah lagi untuk cari duit? for sure diorang tak nak kan?

like i said before,i should learn something else and be flexible. learning is not only through pens and papers in university. i gain more outside.

oh by the way?

kenapa ye ada yang concern pasal hidup aku?

urus la hidup diri sendiri dahulu sampai aku bangga dan percaya kamu boleh comment apa yang aku dah buat dengan hidup aku.

hidup pun tunggang langgang, ada hati lagi nak review?

12 weeks more?

2010-12-13T13:26:00.002+08:00

today is 13th December?

13th January MrF's turning 26

13th March - *nyanyi lagu kawen*

12 weeks yo!

still....so many coming up!

12 weeks to lose weight

12 weeks to do everything...

gaaaaah!!!!!!

a big L on the forehead

2010-12-10T16:29:00.002+08:00

Call me a loser if i cannot workout more than 10KM distance, ok?

because i wanna lose more weight........

i don't want to limit myself....

i want to have the results of the hard work i've done so far...

i promise myself not to give up now and ignore any negative surroundings...

i'm strong.

at least i feel strong.

cuba teka.......

2010-12-06T00:16:00.004+08:00

Hadiah paling special pengantin perempuan dapat adalah????..............

jeng......

jeng.......

jawapannya adalah?

LESUNG BATU!!

:))

dah la bukak dpn dpn whole bunch of people kan?

we had a great laugh after all the penat lelah of what we've done with kerjasama.

big families are great to have.......

soon. i will have bigger.

to them.

congratulations!

kaya dengan budi.

kaya dengan hati.

kaya dengan kerjasama.

holler.

2010-12-02T18:24:00.003+08:00

my brain couldnot function well.

blur.

lambat pickup.

stress.

so....

Mari exercise!

Let's burnt more than 100Calories today shall we and make it more than 7KM okay??

1st December

2010-12-01T00:16:00.002+08:00

Dearest Daddy,

Happy birthday! I'll give the best present for you. That is my Du'a.

Dulu, kini dan selamanya.....

may you rest peacefully and be among the mu'mineen.

amin.

isnin

2010-11-29T21:43:00.002+08:00

balik kerja dah lewat.

capai towel kecil.

tukar baju.

ops bukan tido mahupun mandi.

workout la dey!

No excuses!

Tsk tsk

happy weekend!

2010-11-28T18:34:00.002+08:00

denai alam (cleaning)

ikea (walking)

workout

healthy sunday!

let's make -more than 100 calories burnt-

You know what's good?

2010-11-26T14:25:00.003+08:00

Practically..Not everyone knows business culture....

and Practically, Not everyone knows business ethics...

Therefore.. Not everyone can do good-a$$ business...

Good-a$$ experience requires:

1. Learning

2. Falling

3. Faith

4. Discipline

5. Trust

6. Each points no. 2 till no.5 still requires no. 1

7. Success

Willing to gain knowledge without pushing/stepping others? You're in the right track.

Willing to stop complaining and just look back on what you did is wrong? You're in the right track

Willing to increase the price after you send us a package of agreed quotation? No buddy! You don't know how to do business. Kadang kadang manusia bercakap putar alam. Tu sebab la kena bertulis. Tapi bila dah bertulis, nak putar alam jugak ke? Tak dapat jack!

a self reminder

2010-11-24T08:28:00.002+08:00

stop eating- in buldge, missy!!!!!

get this shape! boleh? hihihihi..ada shape la.. takde la keding kurus mcm tak cukup zat.. very the UhGLEE kalau perempuan keding tak de shape. I'm a girl. I should have shapes. curvy shapes.

p/s : tampal depan workout machine!! Yeah i should do that!

Tight schedule!

2010-11-24T06:55:00.004+08:00

Haigoh!

Bz Bz bz

Since momma tak jadi pergi hometown segamat, (postphoned it,as usual. and she asked me teman her mid next month...we should head there. lgpun last pergi masa bawa dad urut..been months jugak la), today i'm gonna go tesco and ikea with her before heading to office. Groceriessssssssss on a weekday morning! Then after office hours am gonna head to KLCC Maxis for HTC Lauching. Looks like someone got a new gadget today (sniff sniff)... Nevermind, i got mine early hehe! :) Anyways..... gonna do some workout now..

So many jalan jalan tasks today!

Mr Fiance's 3rd big bro and her lil sis is gonna get married within this week and next week. So he's gonna triple up the busy-ness. Am helping with Ains hantaran (FSIL) still in progress to finish it hehe.

My wedding progress... tangguh dulu la til next month! but i got the spot. just hunt the place....

So december - january - february - march - tight schedule! Don't mess with me!

KThxBye!

Happy Monday

2010-11-22T10:58:00.003+08:00

a-not-so-boring Monday (Let's hope for that!)

Sunday's Fun.

Visit cousins at bangi, discuss with caterers, watching HP7,

Foods: spagetties, RV cuppies, laksa kedah, and rojak for lunch cum dinner (and we had nil for breakfast) .. tasted bits here and there, tu pun dah banyak.. mcm mcm ada :)

So as a punishment, 6.6KM workout for petang semalam.

Monday.

Shoot tak sempat nak exercise. probably doing it on the evening,. headed to office early today.

Breakfast?

Apple

Half cup of milk & Cereal

Low Salt Hi Fibre

Lunch?

nil.

water.

tea time?

i'll grab some biscuits or apple to munch

dinner?

roti + goreng telur / sandwich?

hormon cortisol

2010-11-15T22:34:00.004+08:00

Ya Allah.

Ampunilah dosaku, dosa kedua ibu bapaku, keluargaku,guru2 ku, insan yang tersayang, dan kaum keluarganya,dan rakan2ku.

Kuatkan semangatku.

Kuatkan imanku.

Kuatkan "aku" sendiri utk terus hidup.

Lapangkanlah fikiranku,

Juahilah kami dari perasaan hasad dengki kepada kami dan daripada kami

Jadilah kami insan yang berguna dunia dan akhirat

Tetapkanlah hati kami dalam segala urusan

Permudahkanlah urusan kami Ya Allah.

Alahai, Updates~

2010-11-13T22:30:00.002+08:00

11.11.10 - both my cats punya birthday

Hehe~ Hadiah utk dia? whiskas pockets! Sayang dia sampai ke syurga~ sbb layan kucing lagi best dpd layan manusia. terleka.

being measured today

(T.T)

baru betul2 di tempat ke atas utk jadi sebab apa tak boleh lebih drp saiz sekarang.

nine.eleven.

2010-11-09T06:52:00.002+08:00

m0rning~

got some additional full time staff to train today!

lets hope mereka ikhlas dalam melakukan kerja.. and kita juga!

JB

2010-11-08T21:32:00.004+08:00

Hi, i just got back from a short trip to JB...

Been ages i tak balik daerah ayahanda tu..daerah johor...

brought mommy along as we had a wedding to attend and lepak2 @ Danga bay and

we manage to settle part of urusan ayahanda today after we have a good rest at tune hotels dot com! booked by my aunty, it's soooooo coooool! tak perlu a 5 star hotel pun or any airconds as we can sleep very well without one... menu of the wedding was ayam penyet or probably who doesnt want ayam can take ikan keli goreng. nyam nyam! we got the take-away as well so we save our dinner budget :)

lalalalala~ it was fun to be at least one day far away from Kuala Lumpur and its so good to hirup udara johor.

Then we rushed directly to our new house @ DA to see all things / jobs were done for that day..

overall alhamdulillah~ raining cats and dogs but we managed to get home safely. Thank you Mr Fiance for everything! tanpa kamu, siapalah saya! ecewah ada pulak mcm tu? hahah..ok.. Only god can pay back all your deeds to me and mommeyh :)

^_____^

2010-11-01T14:24:00.001+08:00

Harini senyum sampai ke telinga.........

Pagi pagi dah senyum bila buka email....

Macam orang gila!

Tapi hari isnin dapat senyum pagi2 kan seronok!

Theehehehehhehee,.....

Jom back packing afterwed! :)

Interview

2010-10-28T15:47:00.002+08:00

Hoh!

Being interviewed is one thing.

Interviewing people is another.

I have to do the second one by next week or the week after. Dgn kerja yang menggunung tak terbuat dengan dua tangan. takmau la tamak2,itu sebab kami mahukan pertolongan bergaji (a.k.a looking for staffs)

self employed is tough from the start.who says it's easy? but i feel really puas hati if you get one job, you;ll deliver and your team got the credits and you have your name on it. mana tak senyum sampai telinga kan kalau usaha kita, kita nampak.

I have done my practical in some place once during my degree, but paperwork done was changed into someone else's name. and who got the credit? rasa puas ke?

my fiance once said " alaa .. itu normal la dalam working life.. no hush to it" dalam dunia semua orang nak dapat nama.. depends on what "nama" you'll get la kan..

there's always ups and downs of course..

but god shows the way. and this is it!

so since we need someone else to help us manage the company,

We managed to advertised on some website with whole bunch of visitors.

and there you go, one day baru adverstise ada 60 e-mails of CV in the inbox .. sending one is easy, but filtering is NOT an easy job.

Ada yang just send their particulars through e-mails..

How do you value your CV? Selling your dignity through a piece of paper?

First impression of yourself without knowing face to face?

Ada yang eja Pizza Hut --> Pizza HAT (mm i mean you dah kerja kat situ around 6 or 7 months takkan nak eja nama tempat kerja pun salah?) Kalau involved in typing paperwork content mcm mana? Anyways.. mereka nak cari rezeki yang halal. no offense on that but we should give our CV dgn ikhlas sepenuh hati, kan? at least nampak la effort sikit.. semua tu i will take as pengajaran.. tak semestinya kita dah bekerja kita tau semua benda, sometimes we have to learn. even basic things.. :)

Ada jugak yg CV well done tapi perangai tak elok. Kena la pulak buat study, refer sana sini.

So we shouldn't trust the paper itself 100%.

Wedding preps.

Ok! progress makin naik.

House preps.

Grill installation should be finished by today. Alhamdulillah.

and yet to come by next week gotta bring ibunda pilih2 barang kitchen hoods, stove and stuff.

Since our new neighbourhood is not full house yet, it's a quiet area.

And i'm starting to love it.. Alhamdulillah..

loading 20%

2010-10-22T08:42:00.005+08:00

busy busy busy

This week & next week..

Kursus kahwin

-sat & sun and i have to skip family occasion this week. :'(

Videographers & Photographers

- i'm so loving this.who doesnt know i'm a photofreak? i'm not a photogenic. but a photo freak. suka ambil gambar orang.

- i care less about other things but when it comes to photos and food, i will make it my wonderland

- get ready for exclusive interview yer dearest friends,family,cousins,anak sedara,tok, makcik, pakcik..kasi da bombb!

Food

- special lah utk kamu kamu nanti. mana boleh tak special kan?

- mungkin takda lauk pengantin (mungkin lah!) i'll be joining you guys turun sama sama or tengok la mcm mana..sbb u guys punya food dah special dah..

- mom said, do lah something different...meja pengantin takda kot.. we could probably join in with saab's site time makan2..depends on layout tempat duduk nanti..

Baju

- totally diggin' RnR :)

- ukur baju isnin ni. the only thing that i will stick into my diet starting from sunday.. baju kalau dah kurang kain nanti kan susah dek?berlapar la saya sampai tahun depan. please support me woohooo...(bole ke berlapar? kita tgk je nanti eheh, btw body mcm si-tinur-hlza tu la paling seksi!, bukan model kecik2 nampak tulang tu).. saya taknak jadi tulang, saya nak jadi curvy, weight still kene turun!

Things still under progress and still thinking

- gifts (maybe bits of here and there.. lollis,marshmellows,gulagula,kurma chocs)

card design & road signage

- pakai talented staff designer je :)

baju family

- materials for family & close friends (definitely drag mom pilih kain utk warga boria nanti after isnin baru tau sbb kena buat my suitable color dulu)

make up

- my desired MUA not available

- still searching

- kalau ada rezeki lebih mungkin makeup sekali utk family & bridesmaid (kalau tak, ai sanggup make up kan mereka u ols!)

khemah, hantaran, jurunikah, corsages

- belum lagi. nehi.

The Crisis of Credits.

2010-10-13T07:14:00.003+08:00

The Crisis of Credit Visualized from Jonathan Jarvis on Vimeo.

This is real..

You want to know what happen?

Watch it!

A very good vimeo to watch~

A friend asked my opinion regarding investment of properties, he's 25 YO.

I said no.

Simple answer : He's young, with no big amount of cash in hands.

Siapa yang giler nak invest kat property tu, dgn loan bank, tak payah la. Property investments are good when people have cash in hands. and nowadays, there are many houses, apartment being build up and expect people to buy, and most of em end up with bankruptcy because they have a huge commitment to make with the bank. That's not even investment even more you end up paying the bank. and the bank owned the property until you finish up paying them with the interest. Makin lama makin naik interest. People tend to work harder for the bank. and there's no end to it y'all!

And nowadays, 700K - 750K range price for a super link house/ terrace house in KL and Selangor. a newly developed ye tuan tuan dan puan puan.

Ada berani?

p/s : i'm talking about investments i.e business ; not personal interest.

Fly Fly Fly

2010-10-12T19:37:00.002+08:00

Malaysia Airlines is having a good bargain

With Discount Price Tickets!

Fancy Sarawak or Sabah Anyone?

Click here for more info

tanggung jawapan anda?

2010-10-11T15:37:00.005+08:00

hoolaaaa~

i just recovered from migraine

and there's so much to do...

esok off to puspakom, jpj, and go through process tukar nama kereta, insurans dah settle

so i guess we have to go very very very early tomorrow~

helping mom is a responsibility and hey! i'm just doing my job..

most of em dah settle..thank god.

urusan belum selesai perlu diselesaikan..

bukan ditinggalkan atau diabaikan.

work is piling up!

handle em moderately.

exercise.

wedding list.

pandai bahagi masa. itu je formula.

saya fail sikit bab bahagi masa. kena la practice.

Canon EOS 60D dah keluar. boohoo!!

ada rezeki lebih, belikan untuk hantaran saya boleh? *kotak kamera je la buh atas dulang tu,camera akan pakai sebelum tu..tehehehehe* peduli pulak aku kalau ada orang lain cakap membazir la or what so ever! sukati i lerr.. aku tak mintak duit pun dari kamu kan? kan? people are sometimes jealous. sekian. itu motivasi tu. inspiration to work hard and gain it.hehe

mode frust actually.

dan takkan ended up frust ni mcm tu je..

frust giler.

apa nk jadi la dgn diri aku jika ada perangai manusia berterusan mcm ni?

orang nak mangga,

kita jolokkan, panjatkan pokok,calar2 siku

dan dapatkan yang manis2 utk dia rasa. sama-sama rasa.

End up dia bagi semua buah yang manis2 itu untuk awek dia cakap kat awek dia, dia yang panjat.

Orang pesan "jangan baik sangat!"

Tapi bila dah tak baik orang pesan "jangan jahat sangat!"

tak faham betul aku dengan manusia.

tak boleh tengok orang senang.

sick

2010-10-04T17:04:00.003+08:00

Running nose

Demam

batuk

penangan virus virus musim..

emran pipi bulat got it first and "we" went it through together since dia ada kat rumah a few days

miahaha...

and my sickness tak reda lagi lah..

musim hujan panas ni berlarutan..

and i bet ramai yang sakit musim musim mcm ni..

terima je lah..

talking about sickness and diseases,

i saw at astro oasis last few nights..it shows a video forum in 1990, there's a scientist introduced his invention (electrical blood transfusion - or something sounds like that) which has cure for HIV AIDS, and 90% of cancer. Why this have not been told in the public? as he a nswered almost 59% of medical industry has been controlled by the Mafia. (drug trafficking, etc) . And some of the big games that made for charity collection for HIV research was not true as this scientist has came out with research from his own pocket money. He sold his electrode machine

with only 500USD and he was threatened by several organisations not to sell it. After a while he was claimed dead; reported as a heart attack. her wife does not claim that way.

it was an interesting findings that research has found cure for chronic diseases, cancer,HIV/Aids as people assume that there are no cure for cancer . and its just through blood transfusion.

0558AM

2010-09-22T05:58:00.002+08:00

Morning!

Pretty busy day all week

malas nak type.

otak dah mcm ni coding mcm ni *&*)U(*^&Y*(UY^%&*I)*&^%$^&*()

tunggu la otak dah coding mcm ni ...................................................................

baru saya menulis.

and bila saya rajin

sbb kejap lagi saya nak muntah type perihal kerja.

personal doubts

2010-09-19T07:30:00.002+08:00

To go or not to go?

To receive by hand or by post?

Kalau tak pergi, bila lagi????

Tapi kalau pergi, budget tu pun boleh save for marriage eventho i'm not doing it so grand, but duit jugak kan? it covers half of it.

I hate when i have to choose 2 things that is important..

Daddy janji nak pergi sana tahun lepas, siap beli ticket and his flight is one week before dia kena stroke..

Since i have non of "Personal shake hands"during my degree and it should be my dream to have it during my postgraduate session.

Eventho it is not what I expected. I feel like that is my personal pride But do i have to waste that kind of pride? to buy and settle all those marriage thingy?

I may sometimes feel that it is just a piece of paper..

at certain point what i gain is more than that and i'm gonna finished that with "that" piece of paper.

I know that is my guilty pleasure. To go there again. for myself not for anybody else.

Thank you god.

Thank you for everything.

For all the "high class" experience i've been through,

I should not be ungrateful,

Because of the "wealthy-ness" of experience. This is who i am right now.

Its different now.

And i have to think different ways.

....walking away.....

Sarees

2010-09-15T23:02:00.004+08:00

Each of my eyes was like going into different directions ....

Thought of going-to-be a lace fans.

But turned out SAREES have lots of lots of variety.. and people say lagi comfy? If lagi murah than lace, why not. Been browsing through online, oh my i wish i can fly to india and bought one whole roll hahahahaa... Gila lawa ok.. murah pulak tu..

My turquoise is not into blueish. sea green *google em with sea grean sarees* with goldish brown would be great. (So far)

- no i wont lilit lilit myself, mungkin buat la decent dress yg boleh bawak g function / orang kawen .. so i can wear it again and again...

My aunty maria made a surprise by making wedding gifts (she's half way through) i was like whoa.. byk jugak la kerja kena buat tu..so much effort to do that thing. simple but complicated jugak la. and i'm definitely helping her sooon ( i dont know how soon but yeah, i'll be doing it bit by bit) thankius.

psst : but my fiance said i was like "nallla' " *goyangkan kepala mcm hero tamil sambil cakap perkataan yg quote tu ok?

end of january mungkin dah stay at denai alam

project proposals - wedding - home

mungkin akan menyelirat di dalam otak within 2 months before wedding

and i'm working on it at the same time now. hahaha~ sambil2 menyelam makan mcD

and hey, waddaya know. MAKEUP ART*IST MAHAL la now... :'(

serupa aku beli MAC makeup tu aku makeup sendiri daaaa~

11th September

2010-09-11T14:12:00.002+08:00

Not so important for us.

But So bloody important for the world out there. Far west.

Maybe they should read more.

To gain more.

I should do that too.

Burning the Quran day?

They've insanely put their tiny brain outside their head.

But this vid is not about it.

It's about good religion.

A very good vid! should watch.

EID MUBARAQ

2010-09-08T08:36:00.005+08:00

Last year,

I took a flight and arrived KLIA two days before raya. Momma and him picked me up at the airport.

He kept his promise to buy me sate and i ate them when i was on my way home.. and roses (of course did not eat them or else i'm officially a kambing). dad waited @ Home seating cautiously the on his wheelchair for the first time.

It is also my first time we went to NASAM and witnessed dad walking for the first time holding the side of the table and that first time daddy hold a 3 legged stick to walk.

u know, he is strong. when he has support.

everybody is.

all he need is people around him. not money, not a beautiful car, not anything else. but people around.

can i preach what i learn from daddy?

can you?

people do need support from each other.

not from one side.

sometimes many.

when you lose your hope and support even from your closer ones, you tend to be fragile.

without knowing there is so many out there who supported you continuously.

there aren't forgiveness i would like to beg.

because i know all the wrong doings people did or even i did, have their own particular reason to happen. either to me, my family, friends or vice versa.

Every night before off to bed, i try to forgive people and myself.

So this EID, I would not beg for forgiveness, but to thank every single one of you which contribute your support to me and my family. Every single bit of your doings count.

That is the way i appreciate all of you.

I just need your support.

May this EID, Brings full of support mentally and spiritually to you guys out there as well.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ye?

To dearest cousins in overseas including Nottingham and Durham,UK, "Have a pleasant day of Hari Raya!"

Points i will take note

2010-09-04T10:27:00.004+08:00

There is a show called Nanny 911 @ Ntv7 yesterday..

Learning through people's experience i would say, it is a good show to watch..

There's one family which the husband always took care of the kids at home and the wife works fulltime. She leaves almost 90% of the house workloads,chores to the husband. So the husband took care of his very own daughter ( relationship with his ex wife) and 2 twins (boys) For 2 1/2 years since they were born. Now he wants to get a job and his wife (current) has to take care of the kids. And the mother of 3 children cannot handle on her own. The children wouldn't listen any orders at all and when they're crying, it kills her the most. Therefore she gave Popsicles and sweet things just to keep them quiet. The kids manipulate their mom by having fake tears. They know the weak points of their mom. and yada yada yada... whereas the husband is very strict towards the children and they listen to him.

The wife can't handle up to the 2nd day of the challenge (which is taking care of their children). Keep on blaming, complaining to the husband and asked him to quit the job. She thinks her husband can do the job much easier.

The husband asked his wife.

" Why do you think I did the job much easier?"

The wife

" Because you never complain anything about it "

The husband gets pissed.

" Oh, when i'm not complaining a single thing about the children,the workload in the house, you think it is easier for me? You never realise how hard it is for me until you have to do all of these things all by your own. It is my responsibility to take care of my kids & family, why should i complain anything about it? You're just selfish. The responsibility, workload is just the same, you did not noticed that.... "

The nanny gave some tips :

- Every good deeds the children did, a reward will be given to their personal boxes and if they did not accomplish on what their parents asked to do, the reward will be pulled out.

- No dessert / sweet things before bed time (change them into fruits, or healthier stuffs) - the wife doesn't even know that donuts are sugars! - or else they have difficulty to sleep.

- To toilet train them, do not feed them with bottles when they're off to bed, provide straw bottle if they wanted to drink.

- 7.30pm / 8pm is the time for children to sleep (No watching TV with them)

- If possible, let them sleep by themselves, separate bedrooms or whatever. They will cry for a couple of days, but it is good when they can have their space.

- Differentiate between manipulative fake tears and the real tears.

- Spent time with the children and share the loads of your spouse in the house. It is never an easy job.

So the moral of the story : If people did their job straight away , without complaining.. doesn't mean it is much EASIER for them. They think that it is a responsibility to get the job done.

STOP COMPLAINING! Think of Solutions.

Byk Birthdays for september! : And i have been thinking some beneficial pressies to my darling sisters / brothers. Beneficial. *Which i will get it one for me. It's just worth to buy. Nak tau apa? Tunggguuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!

Less than a week, raya.... my fiance went for window shopping and ask me what i want to buy for raya. Then my mouth popped out with an anwer " Ala baju kebarung labuh ke, jubah ke.... and that same shop there's a graduation robe. Ha, I belikan lah ni lah.. baru cara! Ahahahahhaha.. orang lain duk bagi duit raya, I bagi sijil la ye.. baru la konvo style! :), still hati sayu thinking of dad..

Anyways, i didnt get anything for raya yet... Malas pulak nak beli... tengok guna mata je la... nanti tgk mood lah. or saving for another 6 months! Walauweeehhhhh 6 months je lagi.. :)) and we're working on it okay! and harap harap la proposals projects jadi, amiiin. doa yang baik baik untuk kami ye? terima kasih!

I would fancy "TURQOISE & SILVER" for wed. materials (just planning saje)

Silvers Pastel / Grayish / White / Brownish Pastels/Darker Green Turqouise for Bridesmaids , Families & Kids. Kalau ada rezeki lebih.

Mommy likes the combination.

House so far,

Kitchen cabinet.

Lamps.

Awning.

Electrical appliances.

And one wall site for my photo canvas!

Working on it. All by mommy's choice. Mommy siap sketching lagi. Cayalah! *thumbs up*

Halu

2010-08-30T14:58:00.003+08:00

Penat.

ZzzZzzzzzzZzzzzZZzzzzzzzzz

ini budak kecik suke tempek kat mommy.. (he calls me 'nenek' too.. sob sob)

now dia dah pandai jalan..

one whole giant kasi tawaf sambil jerit.

and he looks cute in baju melayu!

have to alter the neck sbb kepala tak muat...

What Malaysians are.. (mostly)

2010-08-27T08:23:00.005+08:00

Kita rakyat yang duduk di malaysia ni usually "pemalas".. ops.. kat mana2 pun...

Prefer escalator compared to the stairs..sini..i pun malas..

certain says that "alaaa gunakan lah technology yang ada"

tapi lagi best if you watch this video....

hari hari pun sanggup naik tangga..

i think they did research and applied them to the everyday life..

those are engineers i think.. and wow! can we have their minds ..

bukan mcm engineers sekarang ni...dah dapat biasiswa utk belajar, kena contract 10 tahun duduk dalam office. depan komputer pilih tender untuk subcontract kan kat orang. pukul empat turun lif 88 tingkat berkejar nak balik rumah. then tido.and life goes on :)) orang tanya kerja mana... dia bangganya menjawab "ala KLCC PETRONAS" beb... "PETRONAS" ...

aku sengih..

bukan kau yang gali minyak tu pun,...

hahahahaha...

upgrade yourself dude!

i know i learn more than you did...

even i;m not working in the tallest building in SouthEastAsia

we tend to do fun things..

apply lah fun things to in everyday life

i'm sure your day becomes better kan if you have things mcm kat bawah ni..

hehehe...

i wish research2 done by students can be applied for real..penat okay buat research nie.. tak percaya tanya la student-student yang berdedikasi.. huhu..

a good research does not deserve to be kept in a library kan?

science dah ada.. technology? mmm ... what do u think?

Banoffee Pie

2010-08-20T10:50:00.003+08:00

Hampa penah tengok dak cerita true blood?
Jalan cerita menarik
Tapi takde la sesuai sangat untuk budak sekolah darjah
Cerita vampire
Shape shifter

Ok tukar topic.
Hari jumaat,
Jenguk ayahanda saya sebentar tadi.. Penuh dah
Pergi bazaar ramadhan teringat dia mesti nak order vadey/ vadeh
alah yang kuih indian ; dhal tu
Oh somehow we still miss him deep inside..

OK tukar topic lagi.

Byk kerja pulak kena buat...
Filing for accounting is pretty tough as well..

Ok tukar topic lagi sekali

I'm happy that i have accomplished my cardio workout at least one hour - three hours after isya'

Love your body :)
Input calories must consider....

Dah takde selera laaa nak tgk kueh raya
Kalau cake cake raya cun jugak....
Nanti nak plan dgn My Sis Yana la...
Teringin nak buat Banoffee Pie
Yes! Banoffee Pie
Orang kata sedap..But i bet it is very sweet cause it is made from toffee .. (Ban - Banana; Offee- Toffee)

DEFINITELY NOT FOR WEIGHT WATCHER....
HAhahahahahah... aku la tuh!

and This is the Recipe (CLICK HERE)

Open table

2010-08-15T08:50:00.003+08:00

Hi..
How's your puasa?
Everything Good?......

We've opened a table for NASI MANDI ARAB during ramadhan nearby dewan komuniti TTDI. nope! not at bazaar :)

going through a lot of learning process...
fewwwh..... siapa ckp berniaga tu senang? cuba lah dulu..
Kene fikir strategi Pasang banner mcm mana, dekat mana, kat mana eye level driver so that they can see our contact number, byk lagi lah...

marketing subject theheh :)

Bazaar - traffic! seldom pergi bazaar.
prefer masak.
cooking IS fun ok.
esp time yang tak boleh nak taste mcm mana..
hahahaa...

:)

oklah...
have to go now~

Ramadhan Al Mubaraq

2010-08-10T22:39:00.002+08:00

Dapat ke masjid wilayah utk tarawikh
Imam mesir.

Tenang.

Selamat mengerjakan ibadah :)

" Every year nak puasa je nak beli jam loceng baru..." -Mummy

Either yg dipakai rosak, hilang atau terjatuh selalu barangkali.

hahaha

bangun sahur okay!

Serious?

2010-08-09T00:51:00.002+08:00

I went lepak with m*ell- and three kiddos , adli najla and alis for their outing. their aunty mell belanja them chili's. masyaAllah...murah rezeki mereka..

We talk about level of stress.
Our workplace, our life..........
everybody has it........

She's so slim....
she said due to stress & exercise...

Gila la lagi bersemangat aku rasa nak slimkan badan aku nih..
kawan2 mcm ni ada baru syok.....
i do appreciate my friends.....
i treated them like a family...
dulu mereka susah, aku tlg diorang pergi ke mana2 sama2...
aku rasa aku rapat dgn kawan without boundaries...

i prefer my friends....
i feel like i'm so cool to have them...
they accept me , i accept them for who they are..
no questions asked...

sometimes we get so fragile, we would want them more..
thats what true friends are for.....

2010-08-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

Selagi aku tak meminta2 orang lain
Selagu aku tak letak duit di hadapan kesemua nya
Selagi aku dapat tolong orang dan tak pernah aku kutuk orang yang tolong aku
Selagi aku tak berfikiran negatif terhadap orang lain
Selagi aku tak melukut berlutut dengan orang lain
Selagi aku dapat bermesra dengan kawan2 dan sedara mara aku
Selagi aku dapat berjasa walau sezarah habuk
Selagi aku dapat bagi kasih sayang aku rasa hormat aku....

SELAGI TU AKU RASA AKU MAMPU HIDUP DENGAN BERKAT....

Aku muda
Ya.
Tapi aku rasa aku cukup matang.
MATANG!

Faham?

Kadang2... "Berterima kasih" dan rasa bersyukur pun dah cukup bagus untuk aku...
CUKUP...
sbb aku jenis tak kejar harta benda.
kalau takde aku senyap.
aku akan buat the best dgn apa yang aku ada!
THE BEST!
sebaik mungkin.

buat aku berfikir berkali2.

Mai makan!

2010-08-03T07:27:00.002+08:00

www.alhabibcatering.com

kasih

2010-07-31T20:03:00.003+08:00

kasih ibu membawa ke syurga..
kasih nenek pulak? lebih dari itu rasanya...
yang satu lagi tu pun my cat................

Borak bersama naj

2010-07-30T21:22:00.002+08:00

Naj conteng pipi dia with a green marker...
I asked her why did she conteng her pipi GREEN.. one line on the left, one line on the right ( the right is a bit longer though)...
She said "MISAI....."
Hahahaha... i think she wanted to imitate pala2 our cat,
both of us laughed...
Keep asking to buy colour pencils. a new one everytime.
but instead i bought her a new sharpener.
Impatiently she asked me to stop tengok downloaded CSI in my lappy
"aunty.. kata nak pergi beli sharpener dengan najla?? Aunty! cepatlah"
So, in the mean time i wore my hijab, she realised the drawn MISAI...
Then she said " Ish.. najla nak pergi toilet sekejap nak basuh..." 2 kali dia pergi
I said with a smiling face " Ehh.. biar laah misai hijau tu...kan najla nak ada misai"
She replied " Tak nak lah... malu lah najla nanti orang tengok masa najla jalan2 keluar kereta"
** tau pulak malu yeeee makcik ni... ahhahahaha....**

Then she assumed her faced was clean
Stop by at one stall tepi smart reader... there was one peramah girl (Naj)went to say "Hii...Hello.." to a pakcik.... Then pakcik tu notice "eh apa kat hijau kat pipi tuh?"
I replied "Misai"
Terus that peramah girl hides behind my back
hehe..
alamak
igtkan dah hilang..

Hehe

2010-07-26T14:17:00.003+08:00

good books n nice blouse
thank you!

24.

2010-07-26T00:16:00.003+08:00

today dapat jumpa kawan2 n family

pemberi semangat utk kami semua.

thankyou.

without dad around.

still....

Gaah! sayang mereka ni....

sampai bila bila...........

Because he/she is a muslim

2010-07-24T13:44:00.007+08:00

Cool!
For Further understanding.
CLICK HERE!

Credits to my friend, jazim.

God let me experienced it personally when i'm out there.
:)
Yes, it happens all the time out there, not in our country of course....outside!

Because he/she is a muslim

2010-07-24T13:44:00.005+08:00

Cool!
For Further understanding.
CLICK HERE!

Credits to my friend.

God let me experienced it personally when i'm out there.
:)
Yes, it happens all the time out there, not in our country of course....outside!

Because he/she is a muslim

2010-07-24T13:44:00.002+08:00

Cool!
For Further understanding.
CLICK HERE!

Credits to my friend.

For the rest of my life

2010-07-22T18:46:00.001+08:00

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart...........

selasa

2010-07-21T00:02:00.002+08:00

dah selasa?

nak penghujung bulan dah.

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mm....

morning

2010-07-18T06:49:00.003+08:00

yesterday's wedding was nice.

Another Othman's family member is married. congratulations.

food's good.

Kak Ri's cheesecake tetap umph.

yes guys! Do try!

Alhamdulillah.

MrF* discharged from the hospital.

Less cholestrol food diet from now on.

Went for a jog with him & a friend @ Kiara.

a friend of his is an obese.

his level of obese is bad.

cant even jog.

we started with walking first even though it is also quite tough for him as well.

Janji teman dia exercise.

for a start.

if you notice,

A men talk doesn't motivate that much.

All they do is provoke.

Provoke is good.

But motivation is better.

from opposite sex is faaaar way better.

From the talking,

How much exactly do they act? / doing the said solution.

Most of them said when they have something at mamak stall.

"hey, exercise lah. kurangkan makan. kau ni tak exercise ke? jgn la makan byk sangat"

Padahal orang yang bercakap tu order benda sedap sedap for themselves depan mata orang yang mendengar ceramah tu mungkin.

Dan mungkin orang tu suggest "exercise" but do they join and give support as well?

accompany lah mereka . yang hanya pandai cakap tu kenapa? Ni hanya jumpa dia kat kedai makan. harus la dia makan. Yeah it looks obvious. but this obvious if we cant think of it. It'll be a problem jugak nanti.

That's why pepatah common

"Cakap pandai. Buat taknak pulak." boleh diguna pakai.

hehe...

So,We are currently supporting him to have his life back. a healthy one.

I need it too.

Kita ni sama je.

Perlukan 2 benda.

Motivation & action.

Ok. petang karang bg support lagi

blogged at 11.01pm

2010-07-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

turn out a little bit ok.

mmm..

life is just unfair.

just for how long we have to face it?

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